School is seriously taking its toll on me. I dont know why but when school ended for the week, i was on the verge of breaking down. I was too stressed up already. My things are not going as to what i planned. Im way behind my schedule & we are still not done with the powerpoint due for the coming week's presentations. I freaking need a long break. 3 weeks to holidays. :(
On a brighter note, i did surprising well for my bio test. I gave up studying for it on the night before so i didnt expect a B for something i didnt put my heart into. Well it just motivates me to do better in my other tests so expect the nerdy Shidah in the future ouhkae? :)
Im officially finishing my madrasah for the year. I never expected to make it through the year cos poly life has been exhausting. But yet, i managed to pull through alone without bro & will try to do so in the next 3 years. Right now, lets just wait for my results in the next 2 weeks.
I went out today with my sub group to finish up our projects today. Im really grateful that 3 of them could make it today. & i swear i dont want to come to National Library anymore for any projects. Theres no place for people to sit down & do discussion. Pfft. I met up with Raudah after that. We went on a mini shopping spree. Lols. I enjoyed today cos its been a while since we had a best friend outing for just the two of us. & we shared so many things that was just meant for us to know. You know, i know Raudah. :)
She spent the rest of the night at my house cos she wanted to play with Sam.
I freaking need to sleep right now. Its already 1.30am. & Raudah said my eyebags are getting bigger. :(
So people, good night & sleep tight ouhkae? :D
♥ 1:17 AM

School has been crazy. The dateline for some presentations are due like in 2 weeks & we are still not finish yet. & it doesnt help having members missing in action bcus of some minor stuffs. I didnt know boyfriend was an extra module she took. =.= Bio test this coming tuesday & im having a hard time revising cos i dont understand a single thing right from lecture 1.
Sis started work last wednesday & i have been trying my best to come home early to help mum take care of Elly. Given mum's condition, she cant strain herself too much. & its worst when sometimes she feels dizzy. Imagine if shes carrying Elly, you may never know what might happen. You should see her relieved face when i come home everyday. Its the time where she can relax while i take turns to take care of Elly. I just hope my friends understand why i havent been spending much time with them.
I watch Paranormal Activity again with Fathiah, Nabilah, June, Fareena & Ai Ling last Friday. It was funny seeing their reactions. & Fathiah was so scared she shouted in my ears. Damn funny la that girl. & everyone was scared at the end of the movie. June even didnt want to go home since no one was at home so she train-ed to Novena to meet her husband. Lolol. Funny classmates i have here.
&& I hate it when some people just dont wanna back off even when the things are already being said straight into their face. I mean come on, if people just dont want you to get near them, then just back off & stay away. Its the best thing you could ever do for them. If you think its the way to show you are loyal & sincere, then get this straight. It doesnt work on me & i get fucking irritated each time you call or text. For the fact that you always blow off your top for no reason is already making me hate your attitude. Yes you do apologise but if it happens all the time, the word sorry wont mean anything anymore.
Ouh well, i gotta start on homework & revision now. Take care people! ILY! (:
♥ 3:42 PM

School has been hectic. Im trying my best to finish up all the presentation stuffs before the holidays come. Im pretty sure the rest wouldnt want to come back during the holidays. Therefore i came up with a plan to finish them all before the holidays but im not sure if it will work. Lets just hope for the best. :D
I have been making new friends these days & im loving it. Just that its like all of them are guys. Haa. Well, as long as they dont get the wrong idea, im fine with it. & so, i met one of them. Meet Izwan everyone. :)

Hes one funny guy. Irritating & talks non-stop. Hahah. :P
We went to watch Paranormal Activity at Vivo. Since there was still time, we went to eat ice cream at Ben & Jerry. We talked till we actually missed the timing for the movie. & please la. I didnt scream in the movie. Asl bleh jek. =.=
Then we rode back to Woodlands since it was going to rain soon. Waited for Raudah & Atikah & we played the swing at VP. Hanged out for a while & Izwan send me home on his bike. Hes one bloody ass can? He speed like no one business on the way home to scare me. Im so not going to ride his bike again la.
Im off to do my homework & study for bio later. Its time to be a good girl for once. Haa. Take care people. Miss me when im gone. :D
♥ 3:10 PM